“Now I feel like everything is spiraling out of control and I can’t do anything right and it’s all about to come apart and I’m utterly lost.”
Tweeted 2014.09.10 14.31 in DID, Twitter by
This ongoing theme that she eventually started to refer to as ‘doomishness’, I’m now thinking it was a sort of depersonalization / dissociation.
Like she wasn’t all there, because the ‘inner walls’ were starting to crumble and another / others were starting to be more noticable / more assertive. Not consiously though, like subconsiously she was starting to notice or sense them.