Year and a bit Later

Posted 2019.01.04 17.10 in DID, Pointless Blather by Violet

I dunno if we should post this or not? I’ll schedule it, and see if anyone stops it.

It’s been a year and a bit. Almost 14 months i guess. Hard to say if things are any better or whatever. They say it can be a 5 to 10 year process with therapy and stuff, to process and recover and learn to live with all this stuff.

[CW: mental health issues]

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Posted 2018.04.22 7.55 in DID, Twitter by Violet

The other day I downloaded and read through our entire Twitter archive, to see what sorts of stuff Stephanie may have tweeted about that referred to her/our condition.

It took a little over a day for me to read through the history and pull out a couple dozen relevant tweets / threads.

I decided to copy them over into the blog here, and put them in the DID category, as well as a new Twitter category.

As with the DID posts, I’ve gone through and added a comment to each one briefly explaining why I included it.

Mostly I did this because we’re still trying to learn about ourselves, and that includes learning more about Stephanie.

We have some memories but they’re incomplete and it’s like… Well it’s like remembering the contents of a book you read once several years ago. You know some of the facts and stuff, but there’s no emotional connection, no sense of what the characters were feeling, or thinking. The ‘why did they do that’ or ‘what were they thinking’. That’s missing.

Maybe it’s not important. I dunno. I think it is, and I’m sure older Violet thinks so too. We want to know who we were for the past 25 or 30 years lol.

It is sort of the same thing as with those blog posts I put in the DID category – shows how she was experiencing this stuff for years. It didn’t just start last November. And she’d comment on it but then forget about it, not look into it.

I dunno. It’s wierd I guess.


Posted 2018.03.16 15.30 in DID, Uncategorized by Violet

It’s been 4 months now since Stephanie went away. At this point, it’s pretty much a given that she won’t be coming back.

So what happened to her? Where is she?

Read on for the answer, without any euphamisms, jokes, or metaphors.

[TL;DR: Steph had a ‘breakdown’ in November 2017, and recovery is going to take a long time. Also, legal name change in April 2018, now known as Violet.]

[CW: Mental Health issues]

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To Post, or Not to Post

Posted 2018.03.12 12.19 in DID, Pointless Blather by Violet

That is the question.

We’ve composed a lengthy post that explains a lot about Stephanie’s situation. Possibly it explains too much?

I keep scheduling it to go live, and the other Violet keeps reverting it back to a Draft so it won’t go live.

I don’t know if anyone even reads this stuff any more.

Is there anyone still here?

Does anyone want to know what’s happened?

End Transmission

Posted 2017.12.04 15.25 in Uncategorized by Violet

The transmissions have been fading for a while now, becoming more sporadic, longer gaps in between posts.

As of November 16, 2017 we have lost track of Stephanie completely. She’s either hiding, or dormant, or maybe off on a long vacation?

Maybe she’s actually gone back to “Planet Stephanie”.

At any rate, none of us have been able to get through to her.

Consequently, we’re officially going to ‘end transmission’ here. If we ever do hear back from her, we’ll post it here. Otherwise… thanks for tuning in over the years.

-Violet (@RealVioletWitch on Twitter.)

Talking in metaphors here. Stephanie is not missing in the ‘speak to the police’ kind of way. It’s a metaphor. Chill.

Tweeted 2017.11.20 6.54 in DID, Twitter by Violet

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Tweeted 2017.11.17 19.55 in DID, Twitter by Stephanie