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Take one part forgot-to-take-my-cryptospam and mix with three parts very-large-very-strong-coffee and you get twitching skin crawling hot-and-cold-sweats heebie jeebies.
Also, dizzy spells and a nonstop musclespasm in the tiny muscles around the right eye.
I don’t know if I look it, but it makes me feel completely batshit crazy.
And my eyeballs are itchy. I hate itchy eyeballs. Hate them!
It’s been a full week now of cryptospam and I think the side-defects are starting to fade. Already it’s nearing noon and I don’t feel completely freaked out/jumpy/edgy/gritty. I don’t feel great either, but at least it has stopped feeling like the tail-end of an acid trip.
Still having trouble concentrating/focusing though, my productivity this week has been really low. Easily distracted too. And, as always, very, very tired.
Gritty is how I feel now. A bit nervous, a bit edgy, a bit fidgety, and gritty. Also, my fingers are cold.
And I have made up a jingle for cryptospam and it’s stuck in my head. Sing it to the “Mr. Plow” tune from the Simpsons:
Ok the jingle isn’t gritty, but everything else is.
It doesn’t look like this, but it feels like this.